Dec 25th,

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I'm tired of this,I just want something thats real
Your in my dreams,but in reality your something I can't feel
So take me away,Take me away
I just want to fly,no longer want to stay
All my hope has gone away
But it seems the doubt is here to stay
The Great Escape,running to somewhere where you cant find me
Somewhere my past can't sneak up..and try to remind me
I'm I some type of monster..who else has these types of thoughts
Never been a cutter,but still always wondered how quickly my blood would clot
But if I go too deep,will it be too late
Then I remembered its only after your gone,do they remember you were great
I've already entered my golden gates,the way I twist these words into the poems I create
Maybe I wont ever write anything good enough to quote
But at that really matters to me is that I wrote

Another way,Another day
you can try to talk me down,but this is the type of game I like to play
you think your in control when your really not
Same old story right?not so sure,this one might have a different plot
I given alot...I've given alot
Now I just want to fall
Watch me gracefully fall..just watch me drop

Did today have a meaning..or did we just give it one

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December 25th..people smile in your face,give your presents,
but the lies have begun..