The Game Of Love

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June 1st..
And I'm in my room
It's Saturday night..my weekend always goes by too soon
Instead of getting drunk & partying, I thought I'd stay in my room and write to you
It's been a while since we've spoken..yes this is true
I don't know what is..or how come this always happens
Life is bitter..so I guess sometimes we need a sweet distraction
But you mean alot to me..I hope you know this
I've given my time to so many..but maybe it's time I give myself some focus
Learning how to live without something..and being so far away
In this 'game of love' be careful,because the things you hold inside will continue to eat away
Kinda like a cancer..your health will slowly decay
When I was ready,you weren't..and when you were ready..I wasn't
I hate this game we play..

I'm thinking of getting a couple of tattoos,nothing too crazy just a couple things I like
If only I could go back in time..when we had all those fights..I would of told you..'you were right'
Even though you were wrong,I just want peace..why cant life & I just get along..
And why can't you just tag along..I'm looking for the most perfect words..to write you the greatest love song
Maybe get a small tat of your name on my arm..then show my mom..man wouldn't that be an alarm..lol
But really though..You still cross my mind like everyday
Yeah I want to say something..but nothing in my head makes sense to say
So instead I continue to write down these random thoughts
In hope..maybe one day you will stumble upon them..and feel the same way
I guess no one ever wins in 'The Game of Love' anyway...

Don't know what I'll do the day your married..and then I realize everything is over
No words we say..can ever be enough closure
I'll love you until we're ghost..
I think I love my alter-ego the most..
To 'The Game of Love' how about a toast..
May you always find happiness..
And your angels always stay close..
-Ghost

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