The Catch Up..

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And I've only been home for two days,
Took my family to the mall yesterday and told them pick up whatever they like,I'll pay
It feels so good to be able to do that
Back when I used to be a civilian I could never do that
Just trying to inspire my little brothers to do what's right
Told them there might be some murky days and bleak nights
But as long as you believe in you and strive for the best,everything will be alright
No more hate in my heart,so I'm more into teaching how to love than teaching how to fight
People keep comparing how different we are,when we really need to focus on how much we are alike
Tired of these random killings and acts of hate
Just how much more destruction can this world take?

We need to wake up,
Why does it feel like we're always in a race with love
Can we just catch up?
Or slow down
Even before the military...you were down
But I guess 3 years was too long,because now I'm back and  not a      s.....o.....u.....n.....d
A matter of fact,no one is really around
But what did I really expect?
The further you are away from someone,the harder the love is to accept
So say what you want,say what you may
But I still remember when I told you not to wait for me..funny how now I'm kinda regretting that day
I've met a couple good girls along the way
But I'm never sure what I want,and when I do figure it out..I have to move away
This military thing is a blessing and a curse
Knowing our love is gone forever,or not knowing love at all..which is worse?

It's about 9am back in England,but only 4am in Florida
People will take advantage of everything you're willing to give,and then ask more of ya
They won't see what you're worth until you're gone
Why does it seem like I'm the only one who thinks that's wrong?
I just want all my people to get along
We facetimed yesterday,while we were both in bed
Sometimes it feels like my heart always stayed with you even though the rest of me continued to move ahead

Damn, what's wrong with me
I don't hate certain people,I just wish they wouldn't bother me..

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“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”
-F.Scott Fitzgerald