Mockingbird..

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I know that feeling all to well,when it's like you're never heard

Everyone promises to be there,but words are just words

So all you can do now is think about the future with hopes that it will be better

You let your first love slip right out of your hands,now no matter how many new memories you try to make…you still can't forget her

And your best friend is gone too,the cops say he left your name in his very last letter

But I promise to always write to you,and never hold back anything..even down to my very last letter

Now everything falling apart man, it feels like I'm the only one who doesn't know how to put it back together

I finally understand why all good things come to an end…I wouldn't feel any pleasure of going through life like this forever..

So in a couple of days, I'll be 24

But I don't have any wishes,I don't really believe in those types of things anymore

I believe in what you give is what you get back

Just sometimes it's not as clear,so we don't always see that

But then again, I don't think you know what I see in you

Yeah,I aways write about it..but it doesn't seem like you believe it's true

You're one of the strongest people I've ever met

This xo tattoo means more than what meets the eye,it makes sure I won't ever forget

You saved me from myself,after days of having those thoughts..I might have done something I would of regret

But you took the first step…showed me it's okay not to be prefect

The person staring back at you in the mirror is the first person you should really worship

And the end of the year is almost here..

I haven't spent any holidays with my family in almost 3 years

But it's okay,since the love is still there

This military life will test all the boundaries,and help show the ones who really care

I've been really quite lately,you've probably noticed that

Sometimes I just need to take a moment & take a step back

Appreciate more of what you have,than wanting the mealiness things you feel you lack

People can try to help lead you in the right direction,but ultimately only you can put your life back on the right track

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