GoodBye

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I'd rather be a ghost than be a shadow
Use to feel real high,now I just feel mad low
I don't know what's better,holding on or letting go
If all they do is tell us lies,what truth do we really know
I think I'm scared to love again
Because if I fall for her once again, It's going to be the same story all over again
I say fuck life,I just want to write
And for once open my eyes and see that the world is alright
I try to talk to God at night
But he won't give me the answers,so I assume as long as the sun continues to rise,everything will be alright
Also keep thinking about my next tattoo
The pain of the needle doesn't come close to the pain I hold inside,but most of you don't have a clue
And they say if it fits you,go ahead and wear that shoe
But we have people walking around homeless & shoeless,what's a poor soul suppose to do
I always hear about the talk of change,but nothings changed,we all are still on a different page
Or chapter or book
Even the blind can see,all the things that we overlook
The things that matter,the people who care
I just want to go back to when we were kids,and the coolest games were spin the bottle and truth or dare
But I dare
You to try to be different,instead of being the same
Look back 5 years,and see how far you came
When there's a drought,we cry for rain
But then when it rains too much,we don't want it anymore,we're so confused
we treat life like a game

Starting to fade away again,maybe it's too late to pull me back
Always having visions if I went away today,just how everyone would react
Everyday we do the same thing,I think we are all searching for the same thing
But most of us don't even know it,probably won't ever even show it
Take away all the things we don't need,what if there was never a thing as greed
What if the only hunger we ever had to feed
Was the hunger for love,we can start now,question is..who's brave enough to take the lead
Lost in the clouds,lost in the sky
I just hope when I die,heaven doesn't pass me by
But I don't think that could happen,even if I try
We all just need a second,to close our eyes and tell our fears goodbye

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