The Birds..

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We have this thing called 'love'
Some abuse it,or some just don't know how to use it
It's one of the hardest things to find,and it hurts beyond words when you lose it

And when I hear the start of 'The Birds', I start to get chills
All these thoughts from the past,none of these shots of hard liquor can kill
I guess we should be happy it happened,or glad it's done
But what do you do,when the party is over,and all the fun is done?
Who do you go to?How far do you need to run?
I guess you & I, is a horrible mixture, like drinking loads of rum & loading a gun
To me the moon is the most beautiful thing,the sun is just the sun
And everyone pretends to be so happy,that shit gets on my nerves
All those nights when my hands used to get lost on all your curves
I always write about the things I should keep a secret
But I'd be safe,because this is just my blog,it's not like anyone's going to read it
I've seen alot in these 23 years,but I haven't seen enough
Learned from a young age,it's okay to be who you are,we don't all have to act tough
Some days are going to suck,some days are going to be rough,
But you have to believe in yourself,you're the first person who needs your trust
I'm sorry,sometimes I just go on rants and write,I've come to accept that maybe things will never be alright
No longer try to escape these thoughts at night,
I just try and focus on helping the ones around me shine bright..

Once you hit the bottom,the only way to go is up
I have faith in my 3 little brothers,that on day they will catch up
Or better yet even surpass me,When I'm I coming back home..is the question everyone always asks me
Tomorrow will make it 2 years since Ive been gone
I hope in your eyes...I've done more right then wrong
My heart & mind are rarely getting along
So now I just try to live my life through the words of my favorite song
'Hold on We're Coming Home' who knew things would take this long
Who knew our hearts could be so strong
I know problems only get worse when they are something you prolong
The faster we all take care of them,the faster we can all get along
That's is something I always talk about..because I just want peace
Peace with who is living...Peace with the deceased
Some go to early,Some go to soon
Always shoot for the stars,so if you miss..you will land on the moon
Before I go,I want to leave you with these words..
Spread your wing,fly high,don't get stuck in anyone's cage..be as free as a bird

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