The Town

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The madness,the strain, from trying to do it all alone
The pain,
The countless sunny days stolen by the rain
The hurricane,you're the storm that destroyed everything
The plane,that carried our future,that I guess didn't mean anything
The brain,that didn't think..how far I would drown
The sink,that just sends everything spiraling down
The frown,that I now permanently wear
The crown,you deserve for being that heartless with not one care

The thoughts,I can't escape
The cost,for not playing it safe
The love,I now hate
The beloved,who never figured out it was all fake
The change,that they promise wont happen
The strange,way things feels when you start to feel an unwelcoming distraction

The cries may seem silent,but they are the loudest thing to me
They said things would get better,but this couldn't be what they were talking about..no it couldn't be
Why do I allow all  this darkness to manifest in me
I've learned so well to pretend
And they will all believe I'm happy until the end
Maybe I should stop writing,maybe I shouldn't write again
But I'm hurting for you so,you're not hurting alone my friend
I can't even remember when I began to be like this,no I can't remember when

Maybe I should get help..but I feel love is the only cure
The only problem is...I'm not too sure if I believe in love anymore

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