Phoenix

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Those days when you don't feel like saying anything to anyone
When you're so on edge,it's a good thing you don't own a gun
Sometimes I wonder how different he would've been if his dad was there for his son
And I look so forward to having one,so I hope a new cycle has begun
The sting might not hurt you,but the after effects might stun
The world is filled so many things & people..I just need one
I tried running...but realized I'm the only thing I really running from
I'm feeling like I'm the only moon,surrounded by a million suns
The lights killing me..I just want to fade away
Hate when people ask if I'm okay
Life's a game..sometimes I just don't feel like its a game I like to play
I'm just saying what I truly feel,most of the time people can't handle what's real
Music saved me, that's probably why I'm still here
I wonder if 'love' or 'hate' will be the last words I hear
I wonder if my last vision..would be a 'smile' or a 'tear'
How much do people really care
Showing their true feelings,is something they fear
But I'll walk the path alone
Sometimes I just want to never turn on my phone
And erase my facebook & twitter
Still haunted by old memories when I was with her
No love lost..No love found
Burn me to ashes..just never bury me underground
Feeling like a phoenix..please don't shoot me down..

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