Waiting All Night..

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Tell me,Tell me..But just don't tell me the words I want to hear

Still the furthest thing from perfect,but when you have the right people in your life..they don't care

Stuck in a never ending cycle of hello & goodbye's

Trapped in a maze full of nothing but twisted truths & lies

Riding this roller coaster of high & lows..

We are have somewhere we're meant to be..some of us are just scared to let go

Let go of everything we no longer love or need..

The happiness inside you just wants to be unlocked & freed..

Three deadly sins that are destroying this world faster than anything…lust,envy & greed..

Used to search for the meaning of life..but know I know it's something I can't find

Life is whatever we make it to be,once we'll truly understand that..I think we'll be fine

Everyday we wake up,then later on we go to sleep

I hope I can live to see the day..when there are no more homeless on the street

If one person is hurting..we all are

We are all connected in someway or another..no matter how close or how far

If only we would wish more on each other..the way we used to wish on a single star

We can sometimes only forgive,as soon as you try to forget..someone reopens up that scar…

The three I started with are already gone

I can still remember us singing 'Crew Love' in Ashlee's flat,that was our song

Anthony,Ashlee & Sarah..I know we'll all be placed where we belong..~

It's been XO love from the start,I wear my heart on my sleeve and xo on my arm..

The stars may be to high for us to reach..

But we can't always get what we want..so loving certain things from afar is the lesson they teach

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DMT 2

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And it's never the same..

How my day really plays out vs what I imagine in my brain

I always think I spread more love,but all I see is more pain

Once we start drinking & partying..it suddenly starts to become a numbers game

Sad thing is I know better..I hope my mom isn't ashamed..

Threw away something good,just to suffer

But everyone said it made sense…if I didn't really love her

Life is going great…I noticed that the past few days I feel happier to be awake

Your dreams will only come true,when you stop listening to the ones who are fake

Some chances only have 1% of working out,but you miss 100% of any shots you didn't take

So I'm out here taking chances like I'm taking pictures

I wonder how much is actually true in all those bible verses & scriptures

There're so many realms of happiness out there..why would you choose the darkest one?

I have no choice but to something great..I'm my mom oldest son..

Three little brothers who follow behind..

Nathan,Michael,Jordan..I love y'all,don't ever think you're not in the back of my mind

My story here in England ends May 31st, we'll all be reunited soon..just a matter of time..

The world is one big exploration…what treasures are you destined to find?

Writing my heart out,until I run out of words

Love doesn't just have to be a noun..it's better as a verb

So don't just love with words,love with your actions

We can miss out on the greatest love of our life..if we allow lust to be distraction 

So pay attention..WeHurtSoWell is something I wanted to mention

('We're all going to die,all of us.What a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn't.

We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities. We are eaten up by nothing'-Charles Bukowski)

Don't be eaten up by nothing..allow yourself to be something

Those who don't try... get nothing..the ones who try & fail at least learn something..

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DMT

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So we're at a standstill..

Everyone's asking if I'm your man still..

But the answer is I'm nothing…I'm nobody

Until I figure out this plan I'm suppose to fulfill 

Who I'm I?

What are you?

They say true love only happens once

And if you lose it…then what are you suppose to do?

Listening to DMT by XXYYXX

If you were to ask me, truthfully I couldn't tell you what next

So far from home..

We're all so far from home

Some of us are afraid of it..

But the truth is in the unknown

Can the water rinse away all of my sins?

What did we just do…what if you were due to have twins..

This life doesn't feel real sometimes

They always want you to read between the lines

But between you and I

There are days when I no longer want to try

But this can't be the end

The music takes me away…one of my truest friends

If you don't love yourself..can anyone really love you?

Sometimes I wonder if there are really angels or this thing called Heaven above you

But I know I can see the stars

Most of us are all out of drive,we just ride in cars

UFO's, Aliens & Spaceships..

I can't be the only one looking for the exit

Is it possible for us to just start over?

I hate saying goodbye…get this hells angel off my shoulder

DMT,it seems I've feel in love with the night..

They've promised us..in the end everything with be alright…

And if it's not you can always come get me..

In the past…I hoped the future would forget me…

It will get better I promise..

Keep your dreams as big as space..as high as asteroids & comets..

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