Alone

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Times running..it's always on the run

Is it time to work hard,or that moment to just chill out & have fun

What's done is done, and what hasn't done..needs to be done

Never stop chasing your dreams,even after you've convinced everyone around you that you won

Always shine like the sun,but always be there for the dark times like the moon

It's been almost two years now,I keep promising my family that I'll be home soon

But being in the military,and now living in the UK..it just seems like time is always on the run

She just keeps getting away

Time just keeps running away..

Everyone wants to talk,sometimes they just don't know what to talk about

If you see someone struggling why not just help them out

Because you'll eventually need some assistance too

And I believe in karma, I really believe whatever you do to a person,will soon come back to you

So I loved her with everything,anything she named she would have

Another girl soon returned the favor,but she's not here..so much for the karma I thought I had

Now all these guys are calling girls 'bad', truth is..I just want a good girl..someone please assure me I'm not mad

Walking down this road alone,because sometimes you have to figure out whats right & wrong for you

Grab a paper & pen and really write down the things you want to do

Then post them on your fridge or your wall..And promise to at least check off half the list,if you cant do it all

No step is too small,even if your moving from a walk to a crawl

Just know one day..you will stand tall

And always remember to stand back up,after every time you fall

This song is called 'Alone' so I'm writing it all alone

Now I barely look at my phone when I'm at home..

Realized that sometimes it's best to just be in your own zone

And focus on the things you like to do

To me that's watching Homeland,Breaking Bad or Dexter..or simply just writing to you

I just write what I feel,I just write what flows through my mind

I promise you its 100% true at least 99% of the time

What are you trying to find?I hope time has been kind

To you & your family,just know your never alone

Home is where the heart is..so I hope you find home

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Not In Love

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We were lovers..now we can't be friends
We're all okay..why do we all pretend
Whats so wrong with being wrong
Whats so right about be right
We see things the way we want to see them..so truly it's up to whatever we like
Perception is key..And I perceive that is should be you & me
Or whatever, I just want everyone to be free
Free from all the stereotypes & judgement
The worse feeling anyone can have, is that no one will ever love them
I've felt that way before,so I'm sharing so you can know your not alone
There will be a light at the end of the tunnel..A light is always shown
Trying to know the unknown
Trying to be that plant who the other seeds said would never grow
Trying to see whats never shown
We will make it..even if we have to make it on our own

And Youhurtsowell,don't act like you couldn't tell
I wanted to say hello,but I know it will just lead to farewell
I must be under some kind of spell
Or some curse from hell
I try not to be like all the other guys..I try not to sleep with every other girl
But I live in an environment where they say 'You have to do things while you can when your young,so go out & chase girls'
Some say live for the moment,just live for today
Others say prepare for the future,and the future will be okay
But I guess we just need to find a balance of this thing called life
They say you only live once,but if you live it right,once is alright

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The Game Of Love

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June 1st..
And I'm in my room
It's Saturday night..my weekend always goes by too soon
Instead of getting drunk & partying, I thought I'd stay in my room and write to you
It's been a while since we've spoken..yes this is true
I don't know what is..or how come this always happens
Life is bitter..so I guess sometimes we need a sweet distraction
But you mean alot to me..I hope you know this
I've given my time to so many..but maybe it's time I give myself some focus
Learning how to live without something..and being so far away
In this 'game of love' be careful,because the things you hold inside will continue to eat away
Kinda like a cancer..your health will slowly decay
When I was ready,you weren't..and when you were ready..I wasn't
I hate this game we play..

I'm thinking of getting a couple of tattoos,nothing too crazy just a couple things I like
If only I could go back in time..when we had all those fights..I would of told you..'you were right'
Even though you were wrong,I just want peace..why cant life & I just get along..
And why can't you just tag along..I'm looking for the most perfect words..to write you the greatest love song
Maybe get a small tat of your name on my arm..then show my mom..man wouldn't that be an alarm..lol
But really though..You still cross my mind like everyday
Yeah I want to say something..but nothing in my head makes sense to say
So instead I continue to write down these random thoughts
In hope..maybe one day you will stumble upon them..and feel the same way
I guess no one ever wins in 'The Game of Love' anyway...

Don't know what I'll do the day your married..and then I realize everything is over
No words we say..can ever be enough closure
I'll love you until we're ghost..
I think I love my alter-ego the most..
To 'The Game of Love' how about a toast..
May you always find happiness..
And your angels always stay close..
-Ghost

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