Tuesday, July 16, 2013

You Belong To The World

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Happiness has been so confused
With what it should be vs what we want it to be
I don't know who to blame
I know I want love
But nowadays love isn't the same
Look how far I came
It's okay to cry in the rain
Learned it doesn't help,trying to cover up the pain
Be weird,be different...it's always better than trying to be like everyone else,so plain
I wonder how you feel now,when you come across my name
Did I destroy,everything I took my time to build
That emptiness inside our hearts...will they ever be filled
Wearing this peace sign on my arm,I hope that's something that's never killed
Life is just a race against time
And eventually finding whatever it is we're meant to find
Learning how to leave all the negative vibes behind
You belong to the world.That's a true statement..but it isn't in my mind

Holding on for so long.when will I finally let go
There's some things I want to find out,that I probably shouldn't know
Why when things are going bad,everything feels so slow
But when your in Ecstasy.nothing ever last
Is it fair to give us another chance
Allow our hearts to tango,until they both refuse to dance
You would be the queen of this colony,if we were ants
So sting me,sting me,you belong to the world,now I understand why you cant be with me

When the moon appears,& the sun is gone
It's like I'm suddenly hit,with everything I've ever done wrong
I guess I'd just travel around the world,until I find where I belong
Hopefully I find that place soon
The world gets more crowded day by day,Feels like love is running out of room
And it's going to be xo until the end,for so long music has been my only friend
And this writing & this pen,waiting for one,who can decode these misleading messages I sometimes always send
Waiting for the end,but what then
I keep waiting for the end..but I don't know what then

Your belong to this world,or should the world belong to you
Your heart is so pure,your soul is so true
Name one thing,anything,and that's something we'll promise to do
It's like so many people hurt others without having a clue
But I won't have any of them hurt you
So do we belong to the world,or do we belong to each other
We set each other free,as a test to see if we can find other
But deep down inside,we know there's no greater lover
I hope you can be you,and you can be free
Even if that means,belonging to the world,instead of belonging to me


Thursday, July 11, 2013

3 Wishes

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I believe we are all here for a reason
People come & go,life just continues to change with the seasons
No looking back,that's not the way to go
The spotlight isn't always so nice,I'd prefer to sit back & chill on the low
Why do we hold on to things we should have let go
Maybe that's because deep down inside,we don't really know
And the feeling of hope is so nice,we're just secretly waiting for it to grow
At night everything seems so calm,sometimes I drift away and picture you in my arm
Then I wake up & your not there,sometimes I feel along the journey of life, I forgot how to care
They say it's easier to ask for forgiveness than it is permission
That's probably why I always choose my own route & never listen
You have to make your own way,don't just follow the footsteps
I just write these poems in hope that at least one connects
Not afraid to fail,I'm not scared of the fall
I just want love,I don't need it all

Sometimes I sit and wonder if wishes come true
Then I wished for a moment with only me & you
At a place where I'm kind hard to reach
'How to love',is more of something you have to learn,you can't really teach
Had a bad lesson or two
But I know somehow all these dead ends will eventually lead me back to you
So I'm driving with my lights off,just driving away
I know it's not my time to go yet,so I know everything will be okay
You can't force things,gotta allow them to just happen
Looking back to day I graduated boot camp,how I never thought that would happen
But that just shows,you can never give up
Because when things get hard,that's when God gets up

What else can I say..Many might wonder why I went away
Let's just say..a heavy heart is hard to carry, and everybody's needs just keep getting in the way
I always put their needs first,and mine last
But I have to think smarter,and learn from the past
Time waiting for no one,sometimes you don't even have to talk,just get out there and show them
People will always say you can't and you won't
How to live your life,like what to do & don't
But we all have one life to live
So take only what you need to take,and give all you can give
They say never have regrets,but I think regrets are fine
Just don't give up on yourself,don't leave your future behind
And I only used one wish,so I'll give my last two to you
Just promise me before I do,that you'll go out there & grab life by the horns and do all
That you wish to do~
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Sunday, July 7, 2013

Someone Like You

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Some like you is hard to find,your on my mind,like all the time
I asked God to show me a sign,I know I should move on,but I keep falling behind
Can you really blame me,none of these new girls even phase me
It's been a while now,some must think I'm crazy
But that's more than fine,and you're more than fine
We never went fishing,but you caught me on your line
Holding a place in my heart,even though its kinda been broken apart
But nothings perfect,and we sometimes call the biggest disasters art
I'm ready to play my part,if you're ready to play yours
Rather save myself for someone special instead of messing with this hoes
Your so short,you had to kiss me on your toes
And that's as real as it goes
They think they do..but no one really knows

Give anything to hold your hand,You have to admit when you've messed up
that's part of being a man
We even wrote our name in the sand
And I don't think it ever washed away
Now I told you how I felt,and you don't know what to say
But it's okay
I'm just happy I get to talk to you..I wouldn't want to start my day..any other way

What's life without love
That might be the ultimate drug
Because that's the only thing you can't buy
But it's one of the things that can give you the greatest high
And it can feel like death when they decide to say goodbye
Could make you so happy,you can cry
Or drive you so low,that you're ready to die
Someone like,Someone like you
It will be worth all the time in the world just to have someone like you...
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