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How do you still do this?

Even when you're not here..

How did you suddenly show me all the stars..

When all I saw before was pure darkness in the air..

How did you make all the happiness come by?

You went from the person I was the most nervous to even call on the phone..

To the person whom I hate to tell goodbye..

So you left today…

But a little of you stays with me all the time

We weren't searching for what we now have..

But that what's makes our love an even better find..

And when I'm with you..all communication with the rest of the world stops..

It's like heaven finds your location..and just suddenly drops..

Since everything is so heavenly with you,we always make plans of what we are going to do

But we barely make it out the door,since there's nothing better than cuddling with you..

Maybe this should be a private poem,but you're no longer a secret

I mean when you feel so strongly about someone..you should let the world feel it

Since all we ever see & talk about..is all the negative stuff on the news..

I'm not saying we should ignore those things..but love is the first thing I will choose

So I choose you,

I'll be waiting here for you to get back form your trip..and then we can do all the things you want to do

It's funny, people always say they want you to be happy,but they never want to see you in love..

I remember when I was a little boy,how I used to pray for God to send me an angel from above..

I'm not going to lie,after a while..I gave up and stopped believing 

I've lost so many people through and got you in return..so I guess life & I are now are finally even..

No matter where we are,we can always find our love in the sky

I'm going to love you so well,that all the other guys from the past are going to regret ever letting you slip by..

May all your dreams come true,

You have the chance to do everything you desire to do,

That everyday we're together feel new,

And in a year from now,we can look back and smile how much we grew..

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Be Free..

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So your gone..you're really gone..

I always thought you would live forever..I guess I was wrong..

I just hope & pray your spirit rests in the place where it belongs..

I can't drink or tattoo the pain away anymore..so I just pretend I'm 'normal' and play along

So what is it going to take for them to wake up..

All these unjustified murders just paint the face of the world so ugly..there's no covering it up..no make up

These killings of them,is killing me

"All we want to do is break the chains off,all we want to do is be free"

And it scary..to know that one day that could be being murdered on the tv

I have three little brothers..and I could only imagine the pain & hate that fills your soul after losing a part of your family

So my heart goes out to you..

When the people who are suppose to protect you are the murderers..what are you suppose to do?

And justice will never be served..

How many of our people have to die..until our cries are finally heard?

"Don't just stand around,don't just stand around"

How the hell do they expect us to carry on,after seeing our loved one bloody on the ground

And all of it has made me feel so uneasy..

Because loving each other should be so easy..

But they don't get it…no, they don't get it

But I bet if a cop gets shot,the news will never forget it

"Stop killing us"

Please stop killing us..

How many deaths is it going to take

Until they start hearing us?

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Mockingbird..

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I know that feeling all to well,when it's like you're never heard

Everyone promises to be there,but words are just words

So all you can do now is think about the future with hopes that it will be better

You let your first love slip right out of your hands,now no matter how many new memories you try to make…you still can't forget her

And your best friend is gone too,the cops say he left your name in his very last letter

But I promise to always write to you,and never hold back anything..even down to my very last letter

Now everything falling apart man, it feels like I'm the only one who doesn't know how to put it back together

I finally understand why all good things come to an end…I wouldn't feel any pleasure of going through life like this forever..

So in a couple of days, I'll be 24

But I don't have any wishes,I don't really believe in those types of things anymore

I believe in what you give is what you get back

Just sometimes it's not as clear,so we don't always see that

But then again, I don't think you know what I see in you

Yeah,I aways write about it..but it doesn't seem like you believe it's true

You're one of the strongest people I've ever met

This xo tattoo means more than what meets the eye,it makes sure I won't ever forget

You saved me from myself,after days of having those thoughts..I might have done something I would of regret

But you took the first step…showed me it's okay not to be prefect

The person staring back at you in the mirror is the first person you should really worship

And the end of the year is almost here..

I haven't spent any holidays with my family in almost 3 years

But it's okay,since the love is still there

This military life will test all the boundaries,and help show the ones who really care

I've been really quite lately,you've probably noticed that

Sometimes I just need to take a moment & take a step back

Appreciate more of what you have,than wanting the mealiness things you feel you lack

People can try to help lead you in the right direction,but ultimately only you can put your life back on the right track

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