Thoughts On A Plane..

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Going places you didn't think you'll go
Is like knowing part of the truth,that you didn't want to know
How high is heaven from where we stand below
Lord show me a sign,I'm ready to watch the show
Living life in the fast lane
But my heart still beats slow
People will show you the red light to try to stop you
But you have to believe in yourself,see the green light and go.

What we hold closest to us,is what can hurt us most
It's like I can see them & they can see me,but the feeling is gone
kinda like we have the relationships of two ghost
The clouds pass by with nothing to say
A rainbow appears after the storm,which usually symbolizes everything will be okay
But what if your favorite color is gray
So that means those other colors don't mean a thing
Are you in it for the love?Or are you just trying to win

Look at all the time we spend,
Trying to impress people we don't even know..when will all the foolishness end
They say the clothes you wear sends out a message you're trying to send
And I got my xo hoodie on,I hope you receive all the love one person can attain..the end

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Dreaming..

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You hold on,You let go
You get closer,then You act like you don't know
You hide the feelings,You should really show
You give up,You regret
Now your just one of those people in my past who I'm not sure If I really met..

The world is spinning..it's always spinning
But you stand still
Your as still as a statue
Your as cold as one too..
Some find peace through chaos..While others find chaos through peace
The world can never be complete,until we all decide to come together..because unity is the missing piece
We fear what we don't understand
What changes a boy to a man
Are all these moments random
or really stemming from some sort of plan..We are all flying..but one day have to land
We sometimes get so shaken by the environment around us,that we forget where we stand..

I'll leave you with this
Alot or a little can be meant from a kiss
Some of us are better off just looking into the stars a placing a wish
If you were here now..the things I would say
But you're not,and everyday is just another day
The best things in life may be free,but feeling like the worse,is where you actually pay
I sent for happiness,but they must be some delay
People love to ask if your okay,but hate to make sure your troubles stay away

I hold on..then I let go
I get closer..then I act like I don't know
I hide the feelings, I should really show
I give up,I regret
Now I'm never sure if the true me..is somebody I've ever met..

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12pm in England

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We're really in this life alone
Rarely is true love ever shown
People would rather hear how your shrunk than how you've grown
Next time you hear someone speak,forget the words & grasp the tone
They never speak whats on their mind,so what they really think is never known
The only one who could do it better than me,is my clone
So I could care less what others feel,as long as I'm good in my zone
I see some kids who think they have the throne
But I'm not the type to be in the spotlight,so I prefer to celebrate my greatness on my own..

The time doesn't stop,Neither does the hate
I've seen beautiful girls,brainwashed by guys to make them believe their far from great
And its cold out here..I be working on that C-130 real late
Is life random or faith?
What do you do when you feels theres too much on your plate?
Watch your food,since someone is always watching what you ate
I tried being cool with you,but sorry I just can't be fake
So to me it doesn't matter how much money you make
How many hearts you break
How many shots you can take
I just know your not as patient as me,good things come to those who wait
And when August 13 comes around,I don't even want you to buy me a cake
I just want you to pray for me,I need some love from a saint
My mind constantly creates Mona Lisa's, and I don't even paint

Sometimes it feels like I shouldn't even be here
When I left,you said you loved me..now the love ain't even there
I guess everything happened for a reason,so I don't even care
Leaving home to being alone,is that what you fear?
Don't let nothing stop you
People will always talk about you
But whats important is they are not you
Never push away the ones who really show they got you
Fuck the ones who forgot you
And always love the ones who ain't afraid to stop you...

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What?

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Whats money..when it comes to the people you love?
Whats time..when you know there's something out there you have to find
Whats the past..but a couple moments we leave behind
Whats the truth..if its never told
Whats warmth..if your heart & soul are always cold
What are stars..but a point in the sky we only get to see
Where we made to be different?or find a common ground..you & me
Whats life..if it only ends with death
Whats the future if you always take the next step
Whats a smile to a cry
Whats giving up if you always try
Whats a hello to a goodbye

I'm beginning to believe I've seen it all
The start..the rise..the stop..the fall
Love who you are..Love who you are
Many people will try to hate you,just because they fail to truly
understand who they really are
Nothings set in stone,you really don't have to do this alone
The truth is something we've always known
But it doesn't appear unless your in tune with your own
Do birds compare how many miles they've flown?
If not,why do we compare everything each of us own
Childish games..we call each other names
We want love from everyone else..but don't treat others the same
Who's going to be the hero of this game
To be kinda honest..I'm kinda getting sick of playing
But I wont give up,because I don't want you to
You'll always be one of the people
I promise to always attend to..

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To This Day Project - Shane Koyczan

Cage

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What are you feeling..
Please tell me what you're feeling..
I've had this heartbreak for a long time now..
And it's showed no signs of healing
Why me..
Why you..
They say good things come to those who wait
Now we're just waiting to see if that's true
Open your heart
Close your eyes
Your heart can see things for what they truly are
But your eyes are constantly misconstrued with lies  
Cutting all ties..Burning all ties
Now lets throw them in the fire,and slowly watch the fire arise
Listening to 'Zone' now I'm stuck in a trance
At the beginning of the end..all anyone ever really wants 'is just one more chance'
To try and change the things that cant be changed
Everytime I feel we're getting closer..hope distances it's self out of my range
Turn the page...
Turn the page...
Whats a boy to do..when your only 22 years of age
I can still feel that little bird inside of me..
Signing..Signing to convince itself it's happy
Even though,realistically...I'll probably die alone
Without ever having a chance to spread it's wings..and instead just perish in this cage

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Always Speak The Truth

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I'm always in this constant dream..
That one day people will do what they say..
And say what they mean..
You have to live your life to the fullest..
Theres no in between..
If you think you need some one to love you.,
That's exactly what I mean..
People are mean...People are mean..
Too many times have we lost ourselves into what we see all the screen
Love is blind..do I have to remind
Why can't we go back to a time..When our happiest moments was putting Rugrats on rewind
This time you can be Tommy,and I'll be Chuckie
To be the one everyone liked..you either have to be cursed or be really lucky
No one knows,If no one cares
What the point of pretending to be brave,when really you haven't dealt with all your fears
Always speak the truth..even if no one ever hears..

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