Cassita..

It's like I lose someone close to me every year, death is a known concept, but still something we all fear

Now I have to bury my younger cousin,and now she'll never know Thanh was planning on proposing to her next year

We grew up together watching Rugrats & Dexter's Laboratory  

Now I have to live with the fact that now she's dead and I didn't visit her in 4 years,what a way to end our story.

And my tears don't even mean a thing,the pain is so real man...I don't even know where to begin

We're not suppose to have favorites, but she was my favorite cousin

More like a sister to me,..At one moment it feels like you have everything,now it feels like I have nothing.

Why'd she have to go

All the family members are asking how long has she been this sick,but no one knows

It's true the good ones go

When I found out you were on life support at the hospital..of course I wanted to go

Now it's too late, And now I live with the fact that we have to let you forever go

You were like the sister I never had, on the days I hated life...you helped showed me how to see the good with the bad.

These are the days I wish i didn't have to see,

We used to watch Power Rangers..just you and me

You were a better person than me

Now you smiling again is something I would never see

Now I can never see or hear your name

How the fuck am I suppose to live life the same

They took one of my favorite people,that shit will always be in my veins.

And this all happened so fast,we had so many plans for the future..but now all I can think about is the past

I don't even want to talk to God,sparing her life will be one of the last favors I'll ever ask

You were always an angel,but who knew you would take this path

I love you more than life itself, I never thought you would go so fast..

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